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i grew up in a biracial household where Blackness, white passing, and whiteness were all intertwined, as a neuroqueer, bigender, autistic child with high justice sensitivity, but low hierarchy awareness. being late-diagnosed, i didn’t have names for a lot of my experiences, but looking back, it all makes perfect sense. none of the labels i’ve used are choices i’ve made. they are simply acknowledgements of what always was.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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i grew up in a biracial household where Blackness, white passing, and whiteness were all intertwined, as a neuroqueer, bigender, autistic child with high justice sensitivity, but low hierarchy awareness. being late-diagnosed, i didn’t have names for a lot of my experiences, but looking back, it all makes perfect sense. none of the labels i’ve … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[29,14,26,15,9],"tags":[449,157,445,441,161,61,162,442,450],"class_list":["post-840","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-chronicle","category-neurodiversity","category-personal-narrative","category-politics","category-reflection","tag-20th-century-history","tag-bigender","tag-blackness","tag-class","tag-gender","tag-neurodiversity","tag-nonbinary","tag-race","tag-whiteness"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/saor1p-spectra","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":829,"url":"https:\/\/ryk.groetchen.com\/blog\/2026\/07\/21\/bigender-identity-journal-entry\/","url_meta":{"origin":840,"position":0},"title":"bigender identity journal entry","author":"Ryk Groetchen","date":"July 21, 2026","format":false,"excerpt":"i passed 3 tween girls doing a coordinated dance for tiktok on a walk recognition: that's me. memory: when i was a kid, i wanted to play jump rope and hand-clapping games with the girls, instead of kickball and four-square. the boys were always trying to win, and would spike\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "chronicle"","block_context":{"text":"chronicle","link":"https:\/\/ryk.groetchen.com\/blog\/category\/chronicle\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/ryk.groetchen.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/img_1683.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":837,"url":"https:\/\/ryk.groetchen.com\/blog\/2026\/07\/23\/837\/","url_meta":{"origin":840,"position":1},"title":"more spectra","author":"Ryk Groetchen","date":"July 23, 2026","format":false,"excerpt":"In my last reflection, I mentioned the intersection of race, gender expression, and neurodiversity in my family story\u2014qualities that all have spectra embedded in them. 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